long time no talk

So it has been awhile..a long while since ive been on here..my apologies guys. Life is just so busy for me it is mad. Ive been doing non stop classes and just trying to focus on my life and future. So far so good. But what I am really concerned...

motherhood

Being a mother is hard. Being a Step Mother is even more hard. Being a Stay at home mother/ step mother is probably the toughest thing ever. Knowing that people are rooting for you to fail so they can sweep in and take your kids is irritating and...

pink panties

It has been a LONG and HARD week with the boys..They litterally have been driving me nuts.And although their dad sucks..im glad i can get a breather for the weekend..Pink panties are calling my name..(mixed drink) I have all the stuff ready for the...

little bit of this..little bit of that..

All this online shopping is making me tired! HA no but seriously im exhausted Maybe becausee i'm outside in the 200 degree weather (dramtica) IM ONLY out here cuz the boys are swimming and since I'd rather watch them swim then clean..here i am lol....

my loveys

Boys are back from their dads..Adiah told me that he didn't see his dad this weekend just his grandma and his grandma bought them bikes..which does not surprise me one bit.I don't understand why he doesn't just give up on the whole visitation...

court..again

I finished my court papers yesterday.In case you are wondering what court, it's custody court. I will be Divorced in September, thank god..I can close that chapter in my life..It wasn't the worst chapter i'm sure but it wasn't a good one..I'm loking...

doctor appointment

Today was dre's doctor appointment..It went pretty well the doctor said he seemed to be growing well weight and height wise.He said that Dre didn't seem to have ADD/ADHD (thank god) but that it was a little too early to tell.He also said Dre was very...

not the same

1st whole day without the boys and i can't help but feel sad. I miss them.  Dres little dimples, diahs 1,000s of questions. It's like I don't even know what to do with myself.Me and neveah(G's daughter) have  been watching netflix all day....

I didn't know I was pregnant

When I was pregnet with Dre(my 2 year old) I didn't find out I was pregnet till I was 6 months. I  had a feeling I was pregnet because my boobs were gettin huge! and my belly was starting to look round..my friends kept telling me I was pregnet.trying...

we are ready too learn:)

on a happier note, (that doesn't involve my crappy relationship problems;)  I decided to get the monsters prepared for school. They have about a month and a half. But I want them to go in their knowing at least a little bit. Now they know the...

A first for everything

I cut my boys hair today and I realized why my boyfriend puts it off for as long as he can HA! Literally they moved every second. I kept feeling like I was going to cut their ear or something. Adiah is the oldest and I think he was the hardest. Mostly...

Potty training is not the bizz

I'm at home trying to get this house organized. I'm sweating like crazy and my back hurts. But I am determined to get this shit done before my boyfriend gets home. I'm in my own little world. Boys watching spiderman eating some fruit and I decided to...

boys willl be boys

Sometimes I look at my boys and think how proud I am too have such smart little boys. My life literally revolves around these two. Adiah Jaylen Franco, Dredyn Micah Franco. My day consitis of Fighting,spiderman,laughing,crying,words that maake no...