Sometimes I look at my boys and think how proud I am too have such smart little boys. My life literally revolves around these two. Adiah Jaylen Franco, Dredyn Micah Franco. My day consitis of Fighting,spiderman,laughing,crying,words that maake no sense, back talk, scooter riding, dirt everywhere, food everywhere, and alot more. Most of the time I want to pull my hair out. Being stuck in a house with a 2 and 3 year old is not what I though my life would be when I was growing up.I am 20 years old. But I wouldn't change it for the world. I got pregent young, thought I was in love but little did I know what life had in store for me.And honestly, They push me to be someone I never thought I'd be, they showed me what true love is. How pure it is. I wouldn't take it back even if I could. Raising little boys scares me. I'm so stressed all the time about how the boys will look at me when they are older. It scares me that they will resent me from keeping them from alot of their family. for not trying harder to be with there dad. or even trying to get along with him. It also scares me that they look up too him. He is not a good person. I wouldn't want my boys to ever be like him. And I ouldn't want them to be like me. I want them to be better. I want them to succeed and live their life with no worries. be a kid for as long as they can. be a teenager. go to college. have fun. make the most out of life cause it's not their fault. I do feel anger at myself for bringing them in a world that even I wasn't ready for.They deserve it all. Although I can't give them everything..I will try my best to guide them in the right direction and shw them love and how important it is to be you and to think before you make any kind of serious decisions. I can only hope this will be enough.